♥ Saturday, March 6, 2010
OH LISTEN TO ME WHINE, DEAR BLOG!
I love having a blog because I feel at ease after blogging my thoughts. I can write everything and anything freely without any interruptions or rebutts.
Don't get me wrong, I do have a bunch of great listeners but sometimes I just prefer to blog. They'll find out what's bothering me from here anyways. That saves me from repeating my sentences again and again.
I hardly confide things to my siblings. I blame it on generation gap. We are more than 12 years apart at least!
My friends are busy with their own things of late. Again, don't get me wrong. I know for sure they are willing to listen to my rants anyday, anytime but I just don't want to invade their personal space.
I miss the good old days when all of us were seeing each other almost every other day and talked about everything. Now, we have to make do with once-in-a-month meeting and summarise monthly happenings to each other all at once!
Change! Something I'll never be able to agree with!
The boyfriend? Well, I've always preferred confiding in friends than the partner for I've concluded that the men just wont get it. Also, what if the complaint is about him? Furthermore, it's really different when you confide things to your friends and partner. The responses you get are different and sometimes with the latter, it can end up in arguments. Agree?
There are certain things which I'd like to be comforted by my partner, certain things I'd prefer my friends.
For instance, I blogged something about my dad last year in the hope that the then partner would give me a call of comfort because I knew he was reading my entries. Instead of calling, he went MIA and the excuse was because 'I was afraid of saying the wrong things which will make you even more upset'. I was dumbfounded upon hearing that! Seriously, just a bloody phone call would have made me felt so much better!
That just proved my point that men just don't get it, right? Or maybe his is a special case. I had comfort calls from my girlfriends instead. Oh! Why am I not surprise??!
Yesterday, I had a rough day at work. I told 3 of my GFs and the BF about it. 2/3 of the GFs know the full story of my complaint while the BF, till this day only know half of it. Simply because, he probably didn't think it was that serious.
I don't blame him. That's the nature of their species and please I'm not comparing. They are worlds apart! I'm talking in general here.
Today, there are so many thoughts running through my head and staying at home with a spoiled TV in the bedroom is not making it better.
So who do I go to on days like this? I don't want to bother the GFs and my other half is unwell and a little cold towards me over last night's petty argument.
Usually, I'll just coop myself up in the room. I've not showered the whole day and feel a little wrecked right now. Nothing serious really, it's just one of those days when I just don't feel right!
I thought I needed to let something out so I logged on to Blogger...
Thumbs up to the inventor of Blogs!
Labels: MY life, MY thoughts
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