♥ Tuesday, June 30, 2009
If You Have A Limited Time
What would you do if you go to the clinic for a random check up and the doctor tells you that you've got a chronic disease and that you will die in 6 months or so?
How will you feel? How will you react? I guess we will only know when we're in such circumstances. Touch wood though (selisih!)!
Hypothetically if it's me, maybe I would freak out and hide it from everyone in the beginning because I hate it when people starts to fuss unnecessarily. The constant 'how are you', 'are you feeling better' etc will irritate me definitely.
(That's why I hate it when people ask if I have gone to any interviews of late. Don't ask, I'll tell you if I am going to one!!!)
I was watching TV last night and 3 of them had people dying unexpectedly and the fact that our healths are very unpredictable these days is really a scary thought! All the weird flu(s) are all so scary!
I'm scared of dying. I hate the idea of not being able to see my friends and families anymore. I hate the idea of not being able to irritate or put a smile on their faces at times. Basically, I'm not ready to die! I'm not able to control my fate, I know that but I'm able to make people around me to remember me the way I want. I want people to remember my smiles, laughters and joys I bring to them.
If you have a choice, would you rather know when is your last day on earth or would you rather want it to remain anonymous?
Hmmm...Tough one!
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 8:44 PM
♥ Monday, June 29, 2009
It Will Be Our First
For the past 2-3 years or so, usually during this time of the year, we (the girls) would be exchanging emails arranging our Annual Dinner. This time round, it's something different and we exclude one of us from the circulation.
We have been planning for our Mak Nenek's hen's night! Yes! A hen's night and it's our first. Radia, Irin and I met up earlier this month to discuss and the itinerary had been emailed last week! We are excited about it and it's coming real soon!
So Mak Nenek, do you think you will be having sweet dreams or nightmares and do you wonder why this entry is in red? That's because as requested by you, red is part of the theme!
*evil grin*
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 2:31 PM
♥ Thursday, June 25, 2009
I Need To Rant A Little
As you all know that I'm not working (again). It's been more than a month and I'm seriously not liking it. I feel like I'm wasting my time and feel really useless sometimes. Sometimes not all the time!
It's funny when I mention to some people about being jobless, they'll start to give that certain look and make it sound as if that I'm a habitual job-hopper. Let me make things clear this once. DP Design Pte Ltd was my first real job and I was in that company for almost 4 years. I was jobless for 6 months and joined the last company last November. I was there for 6 months. So please, do not judge me as a job hopper people because I am NOT one and even if I am one, that is my own business! It's not as if you are providing for me!
OK, that's not my purpose of this entry. The purpose of this entry is to rant what's been troubling me.
When I was jobless the last time, I was enjoying it. Even though I was always broke, I was almost carefree and didn't think much. Honestly, I didn't even bother flipping the classified pages till 4 months later. Even then, I wasn't looking diligently.
This time round, I'm really hating it! I don't like it at all! Probably because the last time, I went on 2 holidays and Aid wasn't this busy or probably because then, the wedding plans weren't in our minds yet. Even if it was, there wasn't any fixed dates yet.
Now that there is already a date and we have less than a year to walk towards that, I'm beginning to feel the pressure slow..ly. I'm not totally stressed or pressured but when each new month comes my way, I'd be counting down to the wedding date and that's when I'd feel the pressure.
Me being me, I'm paranoid over almost everything and I think too much and too far ahead! It doesn't help when no one understands. I try to keep things to myself but I can foresee myself going crazy if I do so. I don't see the point in confiding because it's really hard to explain and that will only cause misinterpretations which may lead to a few other arguments. Enough arguments already! Thank GOD I have this space to rant and express my inner feelings.
Even so, I don't feel like elaborating now because it hurts somehow.
P.S Stalker, where have you been? Maybe you'd understand...
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 3:25 PM
♥ Friday, June 5, 2009
Do Singaporeans Dress Badly?
Do we? I personally think we don't. Maybe we used to but decades ago. It's obvious that our dressing senses have improved tremendously and that us Singaporeans are more vain these days. We no longer see people parading in Cross Colour jeans or wearing super bright yellow jeans together with bright green shirt. It's all history now. Phew!
Walk outside St James, you no longer see clubbers walking out of the clubs in slippers/flip-flops. Instead, you will see most ladies in gorgeous dresses and their heels just get higher. The men, you might even spot some in coats. Of course after a few minutes in the club, the coats are either on the stools or 'hung' on individual's forearms. It's just too warm to be in suits all night long.
Another place to see all these well-dressed people is in the MRT during the peak hours. I love seeing those office workers dress up for work. On Fridays, especially, don't be surprised if you were to see the bling-blings and the bright coloured attires. It's always nice to see nice and colourful things isn't it? Afterall, when you look good, you feel good.
However, I do wonder if some Singaporeans are dressed inappropriately sometimes.
There was one hot morning when I took the train and I saw this girl, probably in her twenties. She was wearing a pair of jeans, paired it with a tank top, a jacket and she had a shawl around her neck. Did I mention it was a hot morning? I couldn't help but wondered was it just me who was feeling hot or it was indeed hot! I looked around and those around me were either wiping their sweats away or fanning themselves.
What was wrong with that girl? Was she unwell or was she a fashion victim who was sweating like hell but had to keep her cool anyway cause she wanted to be 'stylish'? Or was she just trying to hide the heat rashes around her neck? Hmmm...
Another thing that made me wonder would be those people wearing boots! What's up with the boots babe(s)? Aren't boots worn to keep our feet/legs warm? Isn't our weather warm enough? Warm is an understatement.
Unless you're wearing a safety boots, I don't think boots are suitable for our country.
Oh! What about people wearing their PJs out?
Thus far, I've only seen the older generations doing that to places like the market or to shops around the neighbourhood, I don't really have a problem with that because when that happens, it's either too early or too late and it's not that disturbing to see the older people that way. Do people my generation actually go out in PJs? I've yet to bump into them.
Would I go out in my PJs?
I would! Provided, I can mix and match it with my accessories. That's what fashion is all about afterall - mix and match! :)
Whoever said we can't look good in PJs? *wink*
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 6:55 PM
