♥ Saturday, May 2, 2009
His FUCKING Sleeping Habit!!
If you're a stranger and have been following every entry of mine, I'm sure sometimes you must have had judged me as being the domineering one in my relationship with Aid. I don't blame you cause I air most of my dirty laundries openly and I hardly bitch about him.
When I was seeing another guy, though I didn't blog about him openly, I'm sure some of you would have guessed it. I'm sure I gave some of you a topic to gossip about when I posted an album of my first experience at the air show.
Aid is an amazing guy. He may not be the most good looking guy on earth but he has what I want in a guy. Having said that, he also has a particular bad habit which I detest so fucking much! He loves to sleep and when he sleeps, he sleeps like a dead pig! Be it his night shift, morning shift or even on his off days! He sleeps too much!
I'm fine if it doesn't affect me but seriously, it does! BIG TIME! For more than 5 fucking years, I've been tolerating him sleeping on me. He stood me up on dates! He stood me up after making me wait! He stood me up in so many other occasions!
Let's not get into details of the past incidentS. Let me rant about a recent incident. As recent as today! I've got a wedding invite today which I really was looking forward to go to. I have not seen the bride for more than 10 years. It's bad enough that he did not revert to me about his attendance despite telling him that I needed to RSVP. Due to that, I just said 'yes' on his behalf. He had the cheek to ask what time did I want to go the wedding today. When I told him, it's between 1-5pm, he asked confidently what time did I want him to wake up. Honestly, I didn't feel like replying that text but I did anyways and my reply was '1pm'.
It was 1pm and there wasn't any calls from him. I showered half an hour later and started calling him up at 2pm. Time now is 10pm, and i still have not heard from him. He's not dead definitely cause he's at home sleeping and no one dares to knock down the door when the pig is sleeping!
THIS IS THE MAIN REASON WHY WE BROKE UP SO MANY TIMES AND I ENDED UP BEING CLOSE TO SOMEONE ELSE BECAUSE I SIMPLY COULD NOT STAND HIS IGNORANCE! HIS NEGLIGENCE AND TAKING THIS RELATIONSHIP FOR GRANTED IS GETTING WAY TOO MUCH!!!!!!
Funny enough, sleep suddenly disappeared from his life and he became so spontaneous (again) when he was losing me!!!
THIS IS DEFINITELY TAKING ITS TOIL! I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS! I SERIOUSLY DO NOT KNOW HOW THIS IS GONNA BE OK AGAIN!
IF YOU THINK I AM BEING PETTY, TRY BEING STOOD UP FOR 5 FUCKING YEARS AND TELL ME IF I AM RIGHT IN FEELING THIS WAY!!!
If you think, that I should not be bitching about my (so-called) fiance like this, fuck it!!! I just gotta let it out my chest. If I were to tell my gfs, they are too immune to hearing this and all they will do is to just laugh it off or say 'be patient' bla bla bla! It's no longer a laughing matter. In fact, it HAS NEVER BEEN FUNNY and I've been patient enough haven't I?
p.s Excuse the grammar/vocabulary error if any. I just can't be bothered to proof read this entry. It will only produce more angst!
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 9:22 PM
