A week has passed in 2009. Time really wait for no one. It's been 2 weeks since I'm carrying the new title - fiance. No big deal you say? I agree but the idea of being the fiance of the Hot-And-Cold man after 5 years of crying and laughing, I beg to differ. It is a big deal. A damn big deal indeed and like Fidz said it - I'm 80% closer to the LIFETIME COMMITMENT.

To be honest, I'm already beginning to have the jitters and doubts. Not doubting the relationship but doubting my capabilities. Will I be able to be a good wife? Will I be able to wake up when he is in the morning shifts? Will I be able to open the door when he's knocking at 2am after the afternoon shifts? Will I this and will I that? The list goes on...

As heavy as it sounds, I can't wait to do all that for him and to hold that other stronger title - wife.

Back to the new year now. I'm gonna make a point to count down out of the house from next year onwards. I was supposed to meet Nani but I fell asleep 15 minutes after the countdown on TV. I woke up at about 4am and saw many text messages from people I was supposed to meet. Blame it on the full day work on that very day! When I was out for lunch, everyone was rushing home already! Grr!

I didn't intend to party for the countdown but I did want to chill with my friends. That sleep caused me to have nothing-special-kind of feeling on the first day of the year.

Worst, I had to work the following day!

2009 - so many things I need to plan: January babies, 30th Birthday Bash, my anniversary with Fidz and so many more. No complaints though cause I love such things!

My resolution? I would like to be a better person - in every way. Let bygones be bygones and no grudges and no retaliations. It's gonna be hard but I will try my best unless the person goes waaaay beyond the line.

Speaking of a better person, that also includes being a better employee so I think I should end this entry here. Blogging from the office is so not convenient. Typing in a small window is so not comfortable if you get what I mean.

I've gotten my engagement photographs from Matthew, the cameraman. I should be able to post them by this weekend since the Internet at home is already back to normal.

I've got so many things to share so till my next entry. Oh! By the way it's still not too late to wish right?

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!