♥ Wednesday, June 18, 2008
An Insomniac Once Again
Lately, if I'm lucky I'll get to sleep at 3am. If not, it'll be 4-ish. Sometimes almost 6am! Do you know how irritating it is to be feeling sleepy and not being able to sleep when you're comfortably on your bed, under a super comfortable comforter with the fan directly at your face on full blast?!
Almost every single night i had to do dozens of tossing and turning (and thinking) before I can get to Dream Land and get out of it by 11am the next day which I hate cause almost half a day is gone. Due to that, I'll get angry at myself for not being able to wake up earlier and that makes me cranky and when I am cranky, I'll behave as if the whole world owes me everything there is in this world! Which is bad cause that's when I just wanna avoid communications with everyone. If you're lucky, I'd reply to your SMS. I'm that cranky and moody! Nothing to be proud of but it's just something I have in me and hard to control! Grr!
So please, let me sleep or get me a job. Speaking of that, I am finally sending out resumes!
If the body clock remains like this, I'll go crazy. Looking at my blue ceiling is no longer soothing but has become boring. Signing in MSN and seeing almost every status being 'away' or 'be right back' is not helping either.
This is so Rasheeqah 4 years ago minus the MSN part and complaints cause then, she was busy dancing the night away - every single night, 7 nights a week.
What the hell was I thinking?
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 4:20 PM
