♥ Sunday, March 30, 2008
The Unpredictability Of LifeAnother sleepless night for me...I'm still trying to absorb that unpleasant news into my 'system'. It's hard to believe. Really hard.I was supposed to get out of the house to buy things for my trip but all I could do was going in and out of the room. Sat in the living room but everyone was in and it felt a little crowded. Went in the room to be alone but being alone makes me think of the whole journey. It hurts. It's affecting me really bad. I just can't believe how good people can be at 'role playing' but then again, if they are good I would not have found out the truth right?I decided to go Movida - with Nani. Coincidentally, Aidah told me she was going there as well. She was with the usual people.It was nice seeing her after so long. At the same time, it felt weird cause we were seated at different ends when usually we would be seating and cheering our champagnes together. It was weird. Really weird to see those familiar faces and having so much to say but at the same time holding back. What's even weirder was when the 'dancing partners' became strangers. Not even a single stare to each other. That is sadness...How unpredictable can life be. You can be in someone's arm one night and few weeks later, you become strangers.Oh well! Shit happens! But then again, shit won't happen if you had been truthful instead of wanting to have the best of both worlds!You are indeed a disappointment! A big one at that!
Things happen for a reason
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