♥ Monday, July 30, 2007
Busy Monday!
Failed to be on time again - blame it on the migraine attack at 4am! I was awakened and could not sleep till I decided to eat 2 different kind of painkillers. Chet!
I was busy as soon as I stepped in. Didn't even have time to pee ok! Didn't even have time to entertain my MSN buddies too! *grin*
Headed to KK Hospital after work to visit my niece, Nadia. I got to know a 5 year old boy there. He's so adorable and somehow so attached to me (too soon? But ya-he was!). He wanted me to go with him when the nurse wanted to take his height and asked why I wanted to go home? When I told him I had to go home cause I was tired, his exact words 'Ok! You go....' He then continued 'Kakak, you go home take taxi ok!'
Aaaaw!!!! I was so touched by that sincere statement from him together with that innocent look on! My sister told me that he asked about me after while. How sweet is that?!
I would have stayed a bit longer if it had not passed the visiting hours. I hope to see him again. I can't stop thinking of him - there's just something about him! Probably he's a Gemini eh! Hehe!
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 11:59 PM
♥ Sunday, July 29, 2007
Migraine Alert!
Aaargh!!! I am so hating this ache in my head!!! I've been having it since last night! Panadol does not seem to work anymore!!!! Please go away cause I need to attend a birthday tonight!
On a different note, somebody please tell me why am I not looking forward to KL? It's just a week away and I'm not feeling the excitement at all!
Let's just hope it's due to PMS eh! *roll eyes*
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 2:53 PM
♥ Saturday, July 28, 2007
Maxi Raven
Maxi Raven emailed me these pictures. 'Who the hell is this person?' I wondered! Initially I thought it was some administrator randomly picked and edited pictures but then again, it can't be that coincidental cause if you noticed, both wordings and people in the pictures matched perfectly.
I concluded 'Maxi' must be someone who knows me pretty well to know who are my favourite people. 'Maxi' must also be someone from my past cause none of the pictures has TB or any of the girls in it.
I was right and I was not surprised! After a few emails exchanged between us, 'Maxi' decided to disclose his identity...
"(Bismillahirrahmannirahim)
k lah eqah..i hope you're not going to hate yourself when u get to know this.. actually its me _______. All those pics that i've edited, i didn't mean anything or trying to be funny and please understand that i'm not being a stalker or whatever is in your mind right now..you are still my friend..afterall..we were good friends before during our school days right?(at times) seriously..i didn't mean anything by sending you all the edited pics..i juz wanna be nice to you..thats all.. *peace*"
Maxi (I shan't even type in this space of mine cause I don't wanna jinx myself and the people reading this entry), why should I hate myself upon knowing who you are? Please do not flatter yourself - the days where your presence affects my mood are over. You're just an invisible creature created to be hated. Thanks for the pictures. I won't deny the fact that they are nicely edited. I'm pretty sure the words are copied though cause you are not smart and kind enough to come up with such deep and meaningful words. Those words are just too deep for you to understand the hidden meanings. Stalker is too mild a description for you dude! I don't even know how to describe you - you're simply indescribable!
Am I supposed to be glad that you still regard me as a friend? Honestly, I don't give a hoot! Yes! We were good friends before (these are your words). Those bold words, are the key words - we use past tense for things that happened in the past. To be that again, is simply IMPOSSIBLE! I hope you will just perish the thought - I appreciate your gesture of wanting to be nice to me but I really don't need it - I've got enough people being nice to me already. However, I would appreciate it if you stop trying to be in my life again so please be nice and buzz off!
You claimed you're a changed person. People say you've matured. I say, it's about time! I've given you too much chances. You blew them all and you got worse each time! I am not gonna take another risk to befriending you again cause I am convinced that you're only capable of being an asshole. Like I mentioned, you're created to be hated. That leads me to a question - do I hate you? I used to. I've stopped hating you long time ago. I don't feel a thing towards you now. Afterall, we don't have any kind of feelings towards strangers right?
The last time we spoke was before Akir's wedding and you wanted me to smile at you at his wedding. I granted your wish so I hope you'll grant my wish of wanting you to buzz off from Eqah's world. If we happen to bump into each other at gatherings, we'll just pretend that we're both invisible. Just perish the thought of us being friends again cause I seriously don't see a need to...
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 11:31 PM
♥ Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Anticipation
I'm getting sick of this feeling already. I've been anticipating every single day, hour, minute and even second!
As much as I am enjoying every minute of this, I want it to end soon too (Oh No! Another contradicting statement)!
I don't wanna be in suspense for too long cause I know the conclusion already...
One thing for sure, I am sooo gonna miss having butterflies somersaulting in my stomach and the heart-thumping sessions...
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 9:54 PM
♥ Sunday, July 22, 2007
Mentally Occupied
Goodness! I've been so occupied! So many things, so little time. I've been so busy attending to personal matters that I don't even have the time to log on the PC at home. So much happened since the tenth day of this month.
On Wednesday that same week, my victims and I went to St James. It was especially fun that night - beautiful seconds I would say. *smiles*
My family and I spent our weekend in Batam. It was a pleasant bonding session between me and the rugrats. We actually spent time together without me shouting at them! Haha! They love taking pictures as much as I do. I had my 1st experience of Paint Ball with them. I didn't know it would hurt so much. I've got a few bruises as a result. Overall, the trip was quite a pleasant one.
That same weekend, a tragedy happened as well. Rafizah's husband passed away in an accident. Be strong babe, I can never imagine what you are going through but please be strong and call me whenever you need a listening ear. I promise I'll answer your calls even if they come in the middle of the night.
Am I going to type out what happened the following week? No I'm not. Too much happenings and too complicated and almost going haywire. I'll just stop here cause I still have things to attend to.
To my victims, again I am thanking you both for being there for me. Being where I wanna be physically just to give me 'support' and entertaining my every smses and calls. I'll be in IMH already without your attentions. Cha, you too! Thanks for entertaining me on MSN and sometimes smses. However, at the rate we're going, I think we'll still end up in IMH somehow. Nani is already considering your way - Emergency case/24hrs notice! Muahahaha!
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 6:27 PM
♥ Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Current Victims
How can anyone not believe in friends? I can never live without one. Especially now when I'm in a very 'frustrated mode'. I so need someone to vent my frustrations to at this moment.
Someone who will acknowledge my smses in the odd hours, someone that will listen to me whine repeatedly during office hours, someone who replies to my msn messages immediately. Basically, someone to tolerate ME at this 'Eqah-so-wanna-bang-her-head' moment.
Well, I'm proud to say that I have not one but two human beings (or shall I call you guys victims) who are there for me with no complaints...yet! Thanks hor! I know I can be difficult and 'too much' sometimes but endure first and complain later k...
My current victims are.....presenting:
F1 - Suraini Salam! Muahaha!
My AM - the one and only TB
Thanks a million ladies. Everything is just So Fast, So Soon, So Much!
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 10:55 PM
♥ Sunday, July 8, 2007
Office Politics
It's getting too much lately. I'm done with dealing with the menopausing boss. I'm done with the management. This is not only me whining fyi - to some who thinks I'm just being a spoilt brat. The other 2 PAs are too. One has even updated her resume.
The 'air' is no longer healthy. I no longer look forward to step into that office. Every morning is a drag!
I need a change of environment! Any recommendations? I need it soon please as I'm getting sick already!!! Help!!!
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 10:46 AM
♥ Saturday, July 7, 2007
Unsaid Words
They say certain things are better left unsaid. I agree with that statement but only if you're damn sure that those words are left unsaid forever. I mean what's the point of waiting for the 'right time' to say it when it'll be said someday and why can't you say it sooner when it's gonna be said later anyways. You get my point here?
I always believe in telling the truth and being straightforward. I feel that spells out sincerity. It's also healthier getting first hand news than 'old news'. Truth hurts sometimes but it hurts more when you find out things you're not supposed to know by chance. By then, it's too late...
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 2:36 PM
♥ Thursday, July 5, 2007
Refrain From My Hump Please!
I am so happy with the new rule - 'No Smoking In Clubs'. Finally, my prayers are being answered! It was such satisfaction looking at TB and Nani feeling restless cause they could not smoke every 5 minutes like they usually do! Muahahahaha! *evil grin*
TB, Nani, Lina (a new friend) and I went to Movida last night. Thank GOD we had familiar faces (Hamlau & friends) there or it'll be quite a lame night. There weren't much people in there and it just didn't feel 'normal'. It could be due to us pmsing also. Heh!
As always we headed to Powerhouse right after but it had to end earlier than the usual time. Grrr! I somehow 'lost' Nani at the entrance. Saw a familiar face and walked down that steep stairs slowly cause human beings were leaning against the railings and I was wearing heels and obviously I didn't wanna fall!
OK! What I'm gonna type in the next paragraph will be the highlight of this entry:
I was talking to that familiar face (let's just call him MV ya). While talking, 2 of Hamlau's friends walked behind me when 1 of them decided to brush his hand off my butt! I managed to grabbed his hand and asked what the hell did he just do? He replied with a smirk 'I'm drunk, so what?' That response pissed me off BIG TIME!!! That's as good as admitting that he knew what he was doing right? I was losing my cool. I kicked him, shouted at him and went back to MV. Told him what happened and spontaneously he went to that butt-brusher guy for a confrontation. That asshole gave MV the exact same response he gave me. MV threatened to call the police when he refused to apologise to me. He still behaved arrogantly till he realised MV meant what he said.
Suddenly he became sober and said 'Eh! Kita kan Melayu bla bla bla...' WTF!!! MV went ahead to call the police and I gave my statement. No I did not pursue the matter. All I wanted was an apology!
It's inevitable to experience this in the club cause it's crowded and you can claim that it's 'unintentional' but to get this at a very spacious space with not much people around...can't be unintended. If it was an accident a 'sorry' would have came out of your mouth spontaneously no matter how drunk you were. To begin with, you were not even drunk so what happened was soo intended and you (BB) know it!
That commotion was at least half an hour long. It involved at least 25 spectators and a few 'investigators' too! *roll eyes*
I was glad MV was there. So glad! He was my pillar of strength for 10 minutes! Haha! I would not be able to handle it alone! His advice for me - maybe I should leave my butt behind the next time I leave the house. Hmmm...
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 3:18 PM
♥ Wednesday, July 4, 2007
Saturday Night With The Gorgeous Babes!
Who are the gorgeous babes? They are Radia, Elis, TB, Irin, Aizah and Eqah. *cough* After so loong of not partying together, we finally did it!
The initial plan was to meet at Vivocity at 830 - 9pm and have our dinner at Marche and head to Movida right after. I was soooo looking forward to eating Rosttie (I think that's what it's called - that hashbrown taste-alike food). I didn't wanna be late so I started to get ready at 630pm. All of us were so excited and even had butterflies somersaulting in our stomachs'. Despite getting ready 2 hours before time, us being us, as usual were late extremely. We ended up meeting at 10pm instead. Well, the main culprits were of course Radia, Tb and myself (but I got ready before TB did ok!). Irin has always been the punctual human being! *wink*
So anyways, we had fun. It was indeed a bonding session. What was the highlights of the night? The 'pin down' incident at Movida of course! Muahahahah! And Oh ya! Sagittarians rock!!! Bluek!
Pictures for viewing pleasure. Do observe the colours we wore and our hair. Can you spot the similarity?
HUGE is an understatement!
the 'controversial' shot
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 12:19 AM
