Maxi Raven emailed me these pictures. 'Who the hell is this person?' I wondered! Initially I thought it was some administrator randomly picked and edited pictures but then again, it can't be that coincidental cause if you noticed, both wordings and people in the pictures matched perfectly.
I concluded 'Maxi' must be someone who knows me pretty well to know who are my favourite people. 'Maxi' must also be someone from my past cause none of the pictures has TB or any of the girls in it.
I was right and I was not surprised! After a few emails exchanged between us, 'Maxi' decided to disclose his identity...
"(Bismillahirrahmannirahim)
k lah eqah..i hope you're not going to hate yourself when u get to know this.. actually its me _______. All those pics that i've edited, i didn't mean anything or trying to be funny and please understand that i'm not being a stalker or whatever is in your mind right now..you are still my friend..afterall..we were good friends before during our school days right?(at times) seriously..i didn't mean anything by sending you all the edited pics..i juz wanna be nice to you..thats all.. *peace*"
Maxi (I shan't even type in this space of mine cause I don't wanna jinx myself and the people reading this entry), why should I hate myself upon knowing who you are? Please do not flatter yourself - the days where your presence affects my mood are over. You're just an invisible creature created to be hated. Thanks for the pictures. I won't deny the fact that they are nicely edited. I'm pretty sure the words are copied though cause you are not smart and kind enough to come up with such deep and meaningful words. Those words are just too deep for you to understand the hidden meanings. Stalker is too mild a description for you dude! I don't even know how to describe you - you're simply indescribable!
Am I supposed to be glad that you still regard me as a friend? Honestly, I don't give a hoot! Yes! We were good friends before (these are your words). Those bold words, are the key words - we use past tense for things that happened in the past. To be that again, is simply IMPOSSIBLE! I hope you will just perish the thought - I appreciate your gesture of wanting to be nice to me but I really don't need it - I've got enough people being nice to me already. However, I would appreciate it if you stop trying to be in my life again so please be nice and buzz off!
You claimed you're a changed person. People say you've matured. I say, it's about time! I've given you too much chances. You blew them all and you got worse each time! I am not gonna take another risk to befriending you again cause I am convinced that you're only capable of being an asshole. Like I mentioned, you're created to be hated. That leads me to a question - do I hate you? I used to. I've stopped hating you long time ago. I don't feel a thing towards you now. Afterall, we don't have any kind of feelings towards strangers right?
The last time we spoke was before Akir's wedding and you wanted me to smile at you at his wedding. I granted your wish so I hope you'll grant my wish of wanting you to buzz off from Eqah's world. If we happen to bump into each other at gatherings, we'll just pretend that we're both invisible. Just perish the thought of us being friends again cause I seriously don't see a need to...
